Had I been a girl.

Why am I a man?
Why was I born with a penis?
Am I from another land?
An endless question on a pop quiz.
Why am I a guy?
Sometimes the mind may lie.
I wonder what goes beyond the walls of mine.
What if I was not a guy?
Could I have been a girl, beautiful and bright?
Would I be met with smiles or smite?
Would I be sought after or denied?
Could I have a lot of lovers?
And feel the sensation of rubbers?
Be protected by the hands of many brothers?
Or feel the painful touch of an evil father?
By what measure would I be judge?
By what reason will I receive love?
Would there be a type of guy that I like?
Would he be like myself?
Mr naughty or nice?
Would I enjoy cold winter nights?
Or blood, knives, and fights?