Enough

I want to go, I want to stay,
Upon my vows are thoughts that stray,
I need that thing words can't relay,
Why am I not enough?

I want to go, I want to stay,
Bound in a prison of duty I lay.

Hopeful yet haunted by love and cosplay,
Why am I not enough?

I want to go, I want to stay,
I command my eyes shut but they won't obey,
I might endure if you meet me halfway,
Why am I not enough?

I want to go, I want to stay,
Whichever I choose is a price to pay,

Tomorrow'll be better but tomorrow's today,
Why am I not enough?

Why do you stare with a look of dismay,
With face and posture in sweet disarray,
I once detested but now treasure this day,
If only you were enough.